My First

Starting a blog has been a dream.. I was thinking it required great powers in coding to start a blog but nope.. Just a click of a button.. Me, being 21 years old have always been in company of people and friends.. The idea of being alone freaks me out.. I think that the most important thing in life is having someone to talk to.. how do I know this? here is the story.. we are a family of five.. dad, mom, elder brother, me and my younger brother..yes i am perfectly sandwiched.. So about 9 years ago, my moms mother came home to live with us permanently. we were a little reluctant because we were too many already and she belonged to a different caste and religion.. However she was here and the one thing she wanted as much as food and water is for someone to sit with her and listen to her stories.. but yes who had the time and most importantly who has the patience.. and now 2 years after she had died I am able to understand the need to communicate and importance of having someone by our side.. So after 2 broken cell phones and a broken relationship here I am, desperately trying to somehow fill the slot that has been empty cause of the things I filled it with thinking it will last long.. So this blog is more of a diary.. Just a different type though.. A place where I share my experiences and my view of things expecting your view on the subject. So this blog is my new idea of a friend. And all this from my view.. an average looking middle class girl..!